Thursday, December 30, 2010

Jerky Talks #1: Let's Never Talk About 2010 Again

I first joined fun runs last February 2010. When I do join these marathons, I habitually run a mental sermon to myself when I am midway and tired: "Why do you have to do this? Why do you need to run? What were you thinking? Are you planning to kill yourself?" And each step I take closer to the finish line, the sermoning voice dies down a little. The challenge becomes fun and each step is one act closer to a personal victory.

2010 was like a fun run for me. It was fun. And challenging: I had heartbreaks. I needed to sever ties several times. Close doors, open windows with a lock pick. There were challenges and I think for most, I did well.

Friendships: A tie severed, opens up to new friends
I was disappointed with 2009. I made a resolution to open up myself to others and tear down walls and just be friendlier. I didn't do that last 2009 and it carried over to my 2010.

Sadly, I needed to sever ties with a very special person and no matter how I try to patch things up with us, it just doesn't seem to work. I figured I lost my chance, but maybe I'll try again next year. Keep it a habit. Maybe we'll be cool again. But I'm glad we had that fight. Made me rethink about my expectations from people and how I react to them not meeting promises. Made me realize how I limit myself to a select few.

After that falling apart, I just thought that maybe it wouldn't hurt to have more friends and let other people in. I was naturally afraid of rejection or being disliked. So I befriended people anyway. I threw all care in the air and just found these amazing people who can tolerate my demeanor. Thank you guys. I don't wanna mention who you are, but if you're a friend--new or old--know that I have just thanked you.

That overused four-letter word: how elusive
I came to a point where I have stopped believing anyone who says I am a catch (or anything to that effect), most of them are my friends anyways. It's now low self-esteem talking. But more like me not really giving a care about how I appear to others. Yeah, I guess that's low self-esteem. Or just not giving a care and being comfortable with what you are. I find my attitude towards love nonchalant. If I have it, great. If I don't, I couldn't care for it. I guess I was so satisfied with being single that dating seemed like an idea I'd reply something like "seriously?" I guess I was satisfied already with more convenient stuff, so to say. You know, the cow and milk metaphor. I don't want to clarify for the kids.

I mean, friends are good, but an emotional baggage like a relationship, maybe I wasn't prepared for it.

In short, I only dated a few times in 2010. But I think it's a bit more than I did last 2009, where I did some serious stuffs in this department, though--to a fail. This time, the dates were friendlier and I just went with the flow and not all psycho like delivering a no commitment guarantee speech on the first date. LOL. That was a total fail before.

I kind of gotten my heartbroken during 2010. As usual, it's during September. I wouldn't blame the heartbreak on anyone else but me, but that was something that taught me a lot of stuffs and made me rethink the way I go on about relationships, dating. It's also a reality check for me that maybe I am not one to play the bad guy role. Idk, that was just one messed up part of 2010 that I really hate revisiting.

Personal Goals
I didn't have abs, but I got closer. Lol. I almost quit on growing myself a six pack, but people telling me and encouraging me got me to give it another try anyway. I have two right now. LOL.

Liabilities, well I apparently didn't meet the clearing up my credit card bills on time, but I guess next year this can be possible as I hate the cards now to the point that I have "jailed" them some place so I won't use them.

I got a new phone this year. In fact I had three. I only planned one. Then it got stolen so the crazy Jerky acted and bought two new. And the crazy jerky is quite happy. The financially challenged Jerky is not so.

Didn't get a promotion, not that I want to, but it is something I have been thinking of. How do I get promoted in this very flat org. Maybe better luck this year.

I got so many new friends, I guess I have check that off.

Man, were my goals shallow and limited. LOL. Don't worry, I don't write everything down, dear reader. Some things are still meant to be personal.

So I approach the end of 2010. And how does it feel, the way you finish a run. You feel so excited, yet kind of sad that it's actually gonna finish because it was fun. I'm seeing the end of this year and I feel like I should celebrate it. I feel like the most growth in my person I have had happened this year. And for that 2010, for the exhausting but happy run you have been for me, I kiss you goodbye sweetly. You will always be remembered. 2011, I can't wait. Please be kind!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Pick of the Week #6


Decidedly obscene and LSS-inducing, Cee-Lo Green's F*ck You gives soul a modern and vindictive twist. It's full of bitterness in a very fun way. Enjoy.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

From a Bro #1: The Swan Tribe Effect

I had this idea before of running a blog that kind of apes Barney Stinson's way of explaining social structure and concepts. Given my schedule back then and the 379 things I wanted to do, I lost time for it. Given my renewed interest to blog, I thought of incorporating the concept to this blog. And I'd like to start with the first social structure concept I've observed: THE SWAN TRIBE.

Let's begin.


Definition
A group of swans is called a tribe. Swans are elegant-looking water fowls that people usually associate with beauty. Similarly, a group of men or women comprised of beautiful looking members may be referred to as a Swan Tribe. When a not so good looking individual inserts himself/herself to such group, The Swan Tribe effect is triggered by the individual and that individual is commonly referred to a Duckling.

A duckling may consciously or unconsciously insert himself/herself to a swan tribe because, naturally, on their own, ducklings don't seem much. With a tribe, they feel more or less physically more pleasant (discuss CHEERLEADER effect) than they usually are and project this belief to other people as well. With their natural charm and seemingly harmless nature, ducklings can court their way in to a tribe and reap the benefits.

Benefits
The swan tribe effect benefits the duckling in the following ways:

1. The duckling will more or less look like a swan (more appealing/prettier than normal) since he/she is surrounded by swans.

2. The duckling can take the swans's leftovers (individuals the swans don't like can always be taken by the duckling as most usually individuals rejected by swans are suffering blows to their egos and ducklings seem easier prey). This means the duckling basically just need to hang out with the swans and wait for them to attract attention and get the ones the swans don't pick up. Pretty nifty.

3. Ducklings are well connected, this is due to the swans's connections who in turn become their acquaintance, thanks to their friendship with the swans. Confident ducklings are usually part of more than one swan tribe, which results to more connections.

Harms
Like with most social concepts, the swan tribe has its cons:

1. The Swan tribe effect does not work on ducklings with low self-esteem. Ducklings who find themselves in a swan tribe must have their self-esteem beefed up to maximize the swan tribe's effect on them.

2. The Swan tribe may suffer a social scratch due to accepting a duckling into their midst, but this is only true for highschool girl groups or ultimately vain men.

3. Better knowing individuals can easily identify a duckling in a group and not fall in their lure.

Stay tuned as we discuss other social concepts soon.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Top 7 (+ 3) # 3: My Favorite Movies For 2010

Like 2009 with Avatar, 500 Days of Summer, Julie & Julia, Kimmy Dora, Up, Up In the Air and a host of other good films, 2010 was blessed to have similarly good flicks. Below is my top ten favorite movies from the concluding year. Note that this list collects film screened in the Philippines starting December 1, 2009 to November 30, 2010.

10. My Amnesia Girl
Probably the best Filipino film released this year much because of its wit and charm and good directing that's why it got to my list. It beats out another Star Cinema comedy "Here Comes the Bride" by providing a more realistic plot and choosing wit and character development over typically comic characters. I'd also give props to Toni and John Lloyd for their good acting although the chemistry is a bit shaky. Cathy Garcia-Molina sure is shaping up as one of the best commercial director in the country.

9. The Social Network
Practically known as the Facebook movie, The Social Network scores good on my list for its wit and charm, though, I wasn't as engaged in this movie as with the others on this list--I'm not sure why it couldn't have gone any higher on my list. Jesse Eisenberg plays Mark Zuckerberg, creator of Facebook and details his treacherous ways to social network supremacy. Clever screenplay makes this movie shine beyond the limited action in this film.

8. The Blind Side
After the Oscar nods, The Blind Side finally premiered last January 27, 2010 here in the Philippines. Sandra Bullock's performance as a devout Christian living in the more conservative side of America won her awards, including an Oscar. The movie's theme of trust and showing kindness stroke well with me.

7. Buried
What can one actor and a director do, well, "a lot" says this film. Buried features a psychologically tortured Ryan Reynolds as he fights for his way out of being Buried underground in the middle of nowhere. The film may be too psychologically draining for some, but is nonetheless effective in execution.

6. Easy A
From afar, Easy A seems like a typical teenage movie--a girl pretends to sleep with guys when she doesn't--but upon closer inspection, you would realize that it is far better than you could allow it to. It's unpretentious, funny, engaging, witty, and charming. I was pretty surprised by the casting, too: Stanley Tucci, Lisa Kudrow, Amanda Bynes, Thomas Haden Church, Penn Badgley, Cam Gigandet. Emma Stone, who I believe needs more love, shows her charm and wit in this movie and gets the love she deserves. A.

5. Inglourious Basterds
Premiered in the Philippines weeks before the 2009 Metro Manila Film Fest, this film was subsequently re-released near the Holy week times in 2010. Probably now one of my most favorite Tarantino films (Eh, I love all his films, Grindhouse included). Brad Pitt stars as a World War Two American soldier stationed in Germany whose band notoriously scalps German soldiers. Tarantino's penchant for making tasty violent and gritty films remain in tact and lovely, and his storytelling / screenplay always works wonders for his films.

4. Toy Story 3
A franchise finally ends. And unlike Shrek which just got worse over time, Toy Story remains charming and nostalgic to the very end. Pixar has taken care that this last installment won't be disappointing and I think they have done their job, bringing a sad yet hopeful ending to a beloved franchise.

3. Kick-Ass
Don't be dissuaded by this movie just because Nicolas Cage is in it, Kick-Ass is one of 2010's finest. Casted with a bunch of unknowns and awkward heroes, this movie was controversial for one line delivered by a minor (the character Hit Girl who is a 12-year old vigilante), "Ok, cunts, let's see what you can do." The movie is one of the best comic book adaptations I have ever seen and probably one of the most entertaining in its genre.

2. How To Train Your Dragon
A children's fiction book goes to the big screen with a bang--and even adults were drawn in. This movie about a weak lad in a village of muscular Viking men where brawns always win over brains pokes your heart the way most Pixar movie does. In a way, this was last year's "Up." The way the story develops, how the characters are fleshed out and the especially teary ending will make you think this is Pixar material, but no folks, it's all Dream Works giving them a run for their money. Universally praised, How To Train Your Dragon is no simple animated film and it will probably one of the most memorable animated films Dream Works has produced.

1. Inception
Yep, this is probably the most awesome movie 2010 has come up with. Inception stars Di Caprio and a bunch of other cool stars portraying dream thieves who entered Cillian Murphy's character's dream to implant an idea of dissolving his family's business empire. This film was so awesome that it had rivaled Avatar with its fan discussions. Discussions about whether Di Caprio's character is still dreaming or has awaken at the closing scene still rings on for months after the movie has ended its run to the point that Michael Caine needed to step up and say that Di Caprio has actually woken up.

How about you? What's your favorite movie of 2010?

Technological Buzz for 2010

While 2009 was so-so in terms of technological revolution in the mobile segment, 2010 is a good year for technology. The technological war in 2010 shifted heavily to mobile computing and smartphones thanks to the continuous proliferation of wifi and affordable data plans.

Q1
1. XPERIA X10 - Everything about this device leaked during the late 2009. It was such a crazy ride with various sites overbumping the specs to include HD video recording and in-board storage of 32GB. The UI also made it to youtube and made people all the more excited. It was announced during the MWC and made available near Q2.

2. HTC Desire - one of the first devices that came out-of-the-box with Eclair and the twin of Nexus One. Techradar quotes this device as the best phone of 2010, beating the iPhone 4, Galaxy S, Desire HD, the Nokia N8, and a host of others.

3. Samsung Wave / Bada OS - Announced at the MWC, what really drew attention to this device was its Super AMOLED display capable of displaying perfect blacks and very good contrast. Samsung's decision to make a new OS, however, was not so lauded and people were skeptical at first.

Q2
1. iPhone 4 - leaked by Gizmodo (remember when they picked one at a local pub, lol, and the staff's place was all policed up) and released late June 2010 in the US

2. iOS 4 - Folders, multitasking, and a host of other features made it to the iOS 4 and the Apple fanboys rejoiced

3. Android 2.2 (Froyo) - Dubbed as the leapfrog in Android OS evolution, Froyo was made available last May 2010. It includes faster operation via JIT compiler, web Flash Lite support, and Chrome's V8 JS engine to name a few.

Q3
1. Samsung Galaxy S - announced last March and released July in various spots all over the world, the Samsung Galaxy S family has sold 9.3 million units across the globe.

2. Blackberry Torch - Storm marries Bold and the nuptial was made public last August. Comparisons to iOS and Android made it shine less, though, while it maintains grace for its keyboard and improved usability--compared to its sisters.

Q4
1. Nokia N8/Symbian ^3 - Nokia was mum for much of 2010, releasing phones that made little impact. They announced the Nokia N8 and the Symbian ^3 which was supposed to pick things up for them, but critics were not very generous with Symbian ^3. The camera module on the N8 was lauded, though.

2. HP Palm Pre 2 - The update to WebOS, Palm's OS, saw shiny eye candies and attracted new interest. The Palm Pre 2 was a beefed up Palm Pre. Like the N8, critics weren't very friendly to this little device--again comparing it to iOS and Android phones.

3. Gingerbread - Android's latest iteration excited tech sites and Android fans. Along with the announcement of the Samsung Google Nexus S. It saw minor improvements over Froyo, with speed and battery use improvements as the only major differentiators from the previous Android flavor.

4. Play Station Phone - Engadget leaked the device and everyone at twitter started talking. I am seeing the same series of events that would lead to this phone's release--dozens of leaks even before it is announced and a pretty spoiled announcement. Rumors now say that it will sell under the name Xperia Play.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Things to Remember Before Getting a Galaxy S

The Samsung Galaxy S

In true jerkysans fashion, I got the Galaxy S without batting an eyelash. Not! I have had some serious issues with my first Samsung smartphone (i900 Omnia--buggy wifi, software, irresponsive screen, stupid updating procedures). While my experience with Samsung's very own bada OS-totting Samsung Wave improved the way I look at Samsung, something tells me that non-native OS is not their thing. Given those, I did some reading about it on the online forums and review sites. I mean, 27K is not a small amount and I will be stuck for two years with this device. I hounded down the usual suspects: GSM Arena praised it, for instance, for being a technological monster with great audio reproduction and amazing video capabilities. Engadget praised it for being thin and sexy while criticizing the lack of polishing in the UI. Techradar praised the processor, audio and video while commenting the slight freezing at times.

I have friends who have lined up for the Galaxy S from Globe, and I can understand why. The Galaxy S measures up to iPhone's popularity, perhaps due to its superb S-AMOLED screen. But that's all skin deep. The Galaxy is more than it's fast processor, Android OS, and S-AMOLED screen. You would need to live with it for a month before you can really say and mean it, "I want this phone."

Having the SGS for a month, I have compiled a list of things to expect and remember before getting your SGS.

1. It lags like hell, especially after Froyo 2.2 update
On Eclair, the SGS is pretty capable. Out of the box, you will encounter Techradar's "slight freezing at times" comment. But don't say, I can live with that just yet. Wait till you update it to 2.2. Froyo is supposed to make things go faster. But with SGS, this is the contrary. After updating my SGS to Froyo, I encountered inordinate amounts of lags that is not slight at all. The internet is filled with buzz about these lags and freezes and they were serious usability issues that I cannot live with and makes me want to flush the phone down the toilet. I've read up and this is caused by Samsung's building in an SD card into the device and using the wrong filesystem format. Or something like that. Luckily, there is a fix for this, in fact, more than one fix option. This requires some knowhow but if you have a friend who knows, you can get away with a blazing fast SGS. Else, you're stuck with a freezing device. So in case, read up. Just look up One Click lag fix or z4mod. This requires you voiding your warranty, on the other hand.

2. It comes in two variants 8GB and 16GB, should I get the 16GB?
What should you get? I suggest you get the 8GB. It is cheaper by as much as 4K. Save the 4K and get 16GB SD card, which gets you a 22GB total (I can count, but there will be some storage space your device cannot use). A reliable 16GB card is worth 1.2K. This gives you more storage and more savings. If you are getting one from a Globe plan, then 16GB is your only option.

3. Samsung has unwittingly built in some quirks to SGS
Like any other phone in the market, but these quirks will surprise and annoy you. For instance, the notification bar may not at times be pulled down. Sometimes it will get stuck midway, sometimes it will just be stubborn and not be pull-able. And this is the only Android device I know that does this. The resolution is to restart your phone. Another noted and popular bug is that the wifi may not always connect to your Home network. A number of users have complained about this and while there is a workaround--which is to launch the AllShare app with your wifi off--it is annoying to know that the wifi has issues. I read that this is due to the SGS's wifi logic being fussier and won't connect on a busy wifi channel despite your iDevices, laptops, and other devices being able to. The obvious resolution is to move your router's channel to a less busy one. This is apparent when the wifi channel you have chosen is crowded. Another issue is that the GPS sucks big time. Reports suggest that the GPS won't lock your position accurately or may take froever to do so. At release 2.2, the GPS has been improved, though still not that accurate. Then again, you'll bump into Froyo freeze trouble. Some users also report typos and grammatical boo-boos. Indeed such exists on the Samsung-made apps.

4. It is not an iPhone
Samsung designed the SGS to feel like the iPhone. This is apparent just by looking at the design for the SGS--it looks like one of those Chinese knock-offs. The form-factor which is very iPhone-ish, is a turn off. I mean why must they copy even the form-factor? Going deeper, the software suggests the same thing. Among the Android phones out there, SGS is the only to use a horizontal app paging system a la iPhone. Their music player also apes the iPhone's. So as the video player's feel. But really, much as they want it to be, it is not. I swear, the audio in my Galaxy S is kind of scattered. The trebles are broken and may hurt your ears at loud volumes. At low volumes the bass is just off and barely audible. The video on SGS however outdoes the iPhone's thanks to its bazillion codec support and brilliant 4" S-AMOLED display. However, I noted on my SGS that both the music and video player occasionally hiccups. Additionally, it does not have iTunes, so you will need to get your audio and video content ported to it manually.

5. It will fail you
So as other phones. But it's best that you don't experience this. After two weeks of ownership, I needed to do a factory reset on my SGS. The facebook app just won't open for no reason. And I've tried every workaround and solution available. To no avail. I also encountered audio and video hiccups too often. I did a factory reset and things went back fine. But I feel bad it failed me. Something the humble X10 has not experienced in my two months' of ownership. Moral lesson is always backup.

6. TouchWiz UI is nothing to write home about
Review sites are unanimous in thinking that TouchWiz UI is not value-adding. I also feel that the size of font they chose makes the phone feel low-res amidst it's WVGA resolution. On my X10, the messaging app can display 9 conversations at a time. Galaxy S can only manage 7. The conversation itself can only show 3 bubbles, while the x10 manages more than 5 at a given time. Same is true with the default phonebook.

7. Samsung Galaxy S's display is protected by Gorilla Glass
Gorilla Glass is a shatter-proof and scratch-resistant material. I have not touched much if the S-AMOLED screen is directly stuck with the Gorilla Glass, but I have a feeling it is. And in case, this will be a bad thing since if you need to replace your S-AMOLED screen in the future, you will also need to replace the Gorilla Glass, which is more expensive than normal glass. But then again, you have added protection. And most likely S-AMOLED will start to fail two years after purchase, by which time you have a new phone.

8. The Swype that comes with the SGS cannot be updated on its own, it updates with your firmware updates
That's right, you cannot update it. It does not have a Market or an OTA update from Swype. Registering as a beta Swype user won't help as you will still need to delete the Swype files manually and this requires voiding your warranty. Again. What's more painful is that the Swype that is pre-installed is, I think, one of the earliest releases. Swype is supposed to be eerily accurate, but this one is just a mess--prioritizing the names in your phonebook over the proper words in the dictionary. Of course, there is a resolution to this, but again, wouldn't it have been nice if they at least update it separate from the whole firmware.

9. S-AMOLED is nice, but the green tint is icky.
The Desire has a slight rosy tint. I can live with that, but greenish tint is a different story. I'm not sure why, but it does have and at first it is not noticeable especially if you use a prominently black background, but don one with a white, and it gets all too obvious--and all the more when the brightness is a bit low. This is not much a usability issue, but it's kind of iffy for me--movie viewing is still surprisingly pleasant and immersive and if this is your only device, you won't notice it until you compare it with another device.

10. Should I get one from a Globe contract?
If you ask me, hell no. Here are the cons: 1.) The lock in period is 3 years as of this writing. 2.) For plan 999, it is yours for 15K, sounds like a bargain, right? Then again, the lock in period is 3 years not 2 and Super Plan sucks because unlimited services will go on top of your "consumable" bill. 3.) There is, apparently, a waiting list--a long one. 4.) Since it is locked to Globe, firmware updates will take longer for your phone. 5.) It is locked to Globe and resale value is slightly less. If you were to get one, get the most expensive free phone from your chosen contract price, sell that phone, and add the money to get an unlocked Galaxy S. But if you plan to stay with Globe for a long time, say 3 years, then you might as well get for a cheaper amount.

I know I seem to have written more cons than pros, but those are warnings on what you might experience when you get one--not discouragement. The device itself is capable and most of the weaknesses are just things I find worth fussing about.

Most of the times, the Galaxy feels like an expensive device with a snappy response that it is. On some occasions (lagfix installed), it will feel like a kid throwing a tantrum. A large number of bugs have been written on forums about the SGS and chances are majority of this model has those bugs. Samsung's tagline for the SGS is "Expect the best," which I suggest you to "expect the buggy" instead--like I did since it's Samsung. Lower your expectations, read up more before getting this phone and see if you can live with the its weaknesses because the strengths are very apparent and are worth enough to get this device. If you can live with occasional lag (most androids have that) and the icky green tint on the display. Also note that I've said voiding your warranty often. Granted you can boot your phone, you can always revert to the "un-voided" warranty firmware version which should help you save on charges.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Body Combat Release 46 Track List

While surfing the net last week looking for Release 45's track list, I stumbled upon Body Combat's Release 46 track list. If you know me from the gym, you would know that I have developed an addiction to Body Combat. So, if you're like me and wondering what's in store for January, read on:

1a: Teenage Dirthouse (Topmodelz Radio Edit) – Patrick McFly
1b: Black Betty – Masia
2: Shut Up & Kiss Me – Spacegliderz
3: Truly, Madly, Deeply (S&B Remix) – Cascada
4: Kalinka (Russian Hit Mix) – Captain Jack / Kalinka – Za No Za
5: Contagious – Boys Like Girls
6: Spitfire – GhostHunter
7: Braveheart 2006 – Frantic & Gammer
8: I Surrender (Hixxy Hardcore Remix) – Cadence
9: Take It Off – Ke$ha
10: Wait Till You See My Smile – Alicia Keys